Hard Lesson 1: Should You Abandon Your Project: Five Reasons Why I Didn’t

March 11, 2016

So I’ve been working on a project for a long time now, over
a year. It’s been a year of developing characters, story, plot, and actually
writing an 80,000 word novel. It hasn’t been my only project, but there have
been several hundred brain hours devoted to this project.

And the thing is…I’ve never really loved it. I mean I loved
it in inception and concept, but it hasn’t been something that I fell in love
with like some of my other projects. I’ve always thought about abandoning the
project in full and moving on, but the further I got along the more I didn’t
want to abandon the project. The more investment I had and the more I need it
to work.

The problem, though, has been that the further I got on with
the project, the more I disliked it. So my desire to monetarily finish the book
was diametrically opposed to my desire to finish the book.

I should mention that nearly everything that I do comes with
certain amount of hatred in the actually writing phase. I have always hated
almost everything I’ve written until it got a lot further along. However, the
hatred for this project has been stronger than most.

And I thought it would be interesting in this episode to
talk about the reasons I didn’t abandon the project, which might inform whether
you should abandon yours.

1.       This is a very different format than I’m
used to, and I’m trying to train myself to write some more commercial books.

So the first reason I didn’t
abandon the project is because I knew it was my most commercial project in the
novel space. Katrina is very commercial in many ways, but this is even more commercial.
Since it was commercial, and not an intimate character study, it was a very
different thing for me to right, and I really wanted to get through it to see
whether I hated it because it was a bad book, or because I just don’t normally
write things like this.

So this one is really a business
reason. I want to get more readers to read my more intimate books, and I have
to pull them in with a more commercial book. Actors and other creatives do this
all the time. They will do a studio movie, then go and make a random art house
movie nobody watches.

I’m all about modeling what works,
and if this is a functional model I need to make sure I’m writing a commercial
work in order to fuel my other work.

2.       I saw a viable place for it in the
marketplace, where I could put my own spin on some common tropes, and I thought
that could be fun.

Another business reason. I found
there were some common tropes being used in popular genre sci-fi, specifically
YA, that I wanted to play with and enjoy. I generally like reading things like
The Hunger Games and Harry Potter and Ender’s Game, and I thought it might be
fun to play in that space and put my own take on it.

This goes back to point one, as
well, where I was looking at trends in the marketplace and seeing what I could
do that would also be successful. I’m not saying this book will be successful,
but I wanted to try this new thing. If I didn’t like it, there was no need to
write more…but I had to finish one.

3.       I want to test out a new delivery format
for my books.

On Amazon I’ve been seeing a lot of
books that are a series, but really they are just one book broken down into
four 20,000 word sections, and then bound as a full book for print. Since that’s
EXACTLY how comics work, and pretty much my exact business model for Wannabe
Press, I wanted to see if I could write something that was really good, was
broken up into 20,000 word segments for Amazon, and then bound in a print
edition for the whole book.

Again, this is a business call.
This wasn’t anything to do with content. And that’s really why I went about
finishing this book. If it had just been creative, I would have probably
abandoned it 20,000 words in. However, this book is doing several things for me
on the business side, and because of that at every step I wanted to see if it
was going to succeed as a proof of concept.

4.       After a time I passed the point of no
return

When you are on a flight, there is
a thing called the point of no return. That is the moment where fuel-wise you
must continue to your final destination. This is the same thing that happens in
creation. I had sunk so many hundreds of hours into this book over the course
of a year that my sunk operational costs were more to abandon the book then
they would be to continue. I value my time at a specific hourly rate, and I
knew that if I didn’t finish I would be out a specific amount of dollars, and
if I kept going I would be out a smaller amount. So I kept going. This is the
same reason many projects come into being, because the cost to finish them
outweighs the cost of abandoning them.

5.       If I finish the book, it can make money for
me forever.

If I abandon the book, it would sit
on my computer making no return on my investment. However, if I finish the book
it can make money for me in perpetuity. This book is supposed to be the intro
to the rest of my library. A tiny cost to get people buying my work and
enjoying it, so they buy more. And the thing about books is, you make money off
the back catalog. The more robust it is, the more ability for me to monetize
it. So not only does this book (or 5 books really) generate income for me
itself, it also helps get people to buy more of my work over time.

 

So those are some strictly business reasons why I didn’t
abandon this project. I could have. I probably should have, early on, but now
that I’m in it there is no business reason why I should abandon it…especially
now that I’m 2-3k words from finishing the first draft. If you are interested
in the artistic reasons why to abandon your project, it’s simple:

                It doesn’t feel right.

I’ve abandoned dozens of projects because they don’t feel
right, I got bored, or I lost the passion. Those are all super valid reasons as
well, but I wanted to bring business reasons into the light today.

I hope it helps. If it does please subscribe on itunes, rate
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Russell 

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2 comments on “Hard Lesson 1: Should You Abandon Your Project: Five Reasons Why I Didn’t

  1. “I could not refrain from commenting. Very well written!”

  2. “continuously i used to read smaller posts which also clear their motive, and that is also happening with this piece of writing which I am reading at this time.”